mirrors


i dont dislike them, but when youre feeling a bit fat they are the enemy, which is why mine hangs on the back of the bedroom door,tucked out of the way. i dont stand infront of them for ages posing, checking my butt and holding my belly in, to try to feel better because there is no escaping the reflection, no matter what angle you take.

to me they are functional and only to make sure my makeup is on straight, my shoes match what im wearing and my skirt is'nt tucked in my knickers.

I know how i feel about changing room mirrors in the shops. over here in the uk they are evil. I think they deliberatley buy ex-carnival mirrors to depress people into buying stuff, cos after seeing your awful reflection you WANT to treat yourself to make it all better, and not come out crying.

when going in, you generally face away from the mirror to get changed, then turn arround when you've got it on and then check out your dress! happydays!

So imagine my utter surprise when i caught a glimpse of my abs as i took off my top! I let out a squeak, as i couldnt believe they were there! they werent the last time i looked?   So then i stood there posing and checking my butt, because i was so happy!! i was in there laughing and giggling for 20 miniutes, before the assistant asked if i was ok and liked the dress!!!

so i bought it, and went home estatic!!

and you know, it would not be looking like that if i didnt do a double 1k workout and extra abs on tuesday!! those power up downs did me iiiin.but ultimatley did the trick.

i love u guys!! genius!!

thats got me motivated again, as i was still feeling rotten about eating all the custard donughts.